I don't know why I am posting this, maybe the feelings inside me has really break its limit.
I've met this girl, yeah, another girl, called Siewming. I started feelings for her after I heard about her plight, yeah, her life really sucked, alot, hell lots. She has to do something that she don't like , so that she can make lots of money in the future and let her parents have a better life, she puts in alot of effort, just alittle set back could let her break down like its the end of the world, but hell, I really do like this girl, I mean, who in the hell would run all the way from her house, to a near by Chinese medical shop, bought herbal tea and ran all the way to my house, to give it to me, just because I said that my throat is getting, sore. In the middle of the night?! Come on, maybe she is the only foolish girl that will do that. But that really really touched me, I know its easy, but this is the first time that a girl did that to me!
Its really, SO SO SO hard to forget Eunice. Really, but I swear, this is the first time, a girl , really let me focus so hard on her that I've forgotten Eunice's existence. I really like her, Eunice too. Now that Siewming felt like she's just a substitute just because texting her could not be tantamount to me texting Eunice. I really don't know should I feel happy or sad. She said she's not jealous. She just felt that she's not being appreciated or being taken for granted. I really don't know how to tell her that she's not because it doesn't sound convincing after telling me all this. To tell the truth, I cant forget Eunice either, I mean, How can you forget someone who gave you so much to remember? But no, I don't like her anymore, I mean, sometimes, I tend to feel that I still have the chance again, but no, thats just a dream now, really.. Okay, I sound contradicting now, ARGHHH, How to tell you Siewming... 你不知道的事
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Brian Lee Ban Kim
11/07/1994
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