Saturday, January 17, 2009
"another blank post" @ 1:06 AM
Feeling rather down lately.Emo again huhs? ha, whos the unlucky girl again? Is this wad your would ask me? Yea, it just another unlucky girl, i will not tell u her name.
I had never been successful in love before not even once, pathetic huhs?This time was just another boring story of mine, which ends the same way as those who dumpedd me. I know i m that unloveable but i also got feelings, i m also a human.Maybe after what you said, u wont feel a thing.But you would never knew how i feel deep in my heart, i always wanted a realistic relationship.A relationship that would last, a relationship that would make me felt that i m loved.After every relationship, i would ask the other party wad i had done wrong or wad i did not do enough.This time, i got a different answer.
"缘份就像摩天轮，即使不断在打转，
到最后还是回到最初，缘份从哪里开始
也就会从哪里结束。"
Hahas.Wondered wad was that? Even i was impressed by the standard of chinese she had, but geeze, anyone know the meaning? The first thing that came into my mind was, ''did she ment that she was not serious from the start?"or was what she ment that everything was over and had gone back to where we started? Uptill now, i still doesn't know what she was thinking or how she felt.But theres one thing i know, I knew that i was real from the start.I knew that i am faithful to something when i put my whole heart into it.YOu made me love you and you said you dont love me anymore was it just a casual remark or something? WHen finally i like you and you back away. What are you trying to do? I still dont get it. :/
Oh ya one more thing, you are weird to have choosen friend over someone u love. It weird, even tho its a nine year friend of yours, you still should not abandon your own love ones.Afterall its your love ones whom you supposely turn to not your nine year friend.
Because it would not have that sense of security you and your love one had.
Thats all i have to say to you.
木乃伊 - ÁÖ¿¡½ÜLabels: Die of love sick
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